'My Own Secret War'

During WWII, a woman finds her interests and excitement on her
Dominant side. She watches and learns, then she has her first client!

"My Own Secret War"

How my Whole Life Changed During World War II.

by Mistress Jackie

It was a long day for me working nine hours at the Greeter's Mill. We
were all doing our part, I guess, until the war was over and the men came
home. I was single then, pretty with stunning legs, but the war had
engulfed everyones life. I did my part, I was a hard worker.
Sometimes I though work was my entire life.

My name is Diane, I had a secret then, a slilent life to live after coming
home from work. Alice, my best friend at the Mill, confided in me that she
was a Dominatrix and she made good money at it too. She explained
everything and loaned me my first few clients. I had gone to her house a
few times and watched her work on these submissive men. Most wanted to be
spanked, paddled, and dressed like sluts. I was surprised to witness how
that alone made them very hard. I realized how extremely excited they
became as Alice told them just what she wanted them to do. The more she
gave orders, the harder the man would become. This fascinated me, and it
made me excited and wet. Several times I wanted to ask Alice if I could
join in, she had such power over the men, such control. I didn't because I
was too ashamed to admit how much pleasure I received by watching the men cum
this way.

After a while I was spending more time at her place than mine. I was
sexually aroused and I was beginning to admit it to myself, having to watch
every scene she played out with them, I never missed a session. I
especially liked when she would wear her lace up purple corset and a long black
leather dress. The dress had a slit up one side of it so the men could see
the tops of her stockings attached to her garters. Alice would allow them,
at times, to rub themselves up against her stocking tops and gartered leg. Some
would cum instantly when they did this. Some she would whip across the
back with a riding crop as they rubbed up and down against her leg, and they
loved the pain! She would increase the severity of the whipping until
their cum ran down her lovely leg and into her stocking top. Alice would always
keep them handcuffed during those sessions so there was never any danger.
Besides, the men loved being totally controlled by a forceful woman. She
would order them to dress in her panties and masturbate on her command.
She would make them wear bright red lipstick and beg her for permission to touch
themselves. I must say, this was all a very exciting scene for me, and
somewhat depraved at the same time. I'd never heard of men being
submissive to women sexually. They didn't exist in my mind then, but not
only were there many who were under this spell of submission, but they would pay
for it as well.

I had to do it. I needed the money and as much as I did not want to
adnit it, sexually it was beginning to turn me on so much that I was dreaming
about it every night. I would masturbate thinking about ways that I could
control these men I told Alice all this. "Well," she said to
me, "I could see how excited you were getting. You were over here every
night watching, what took you so long to tell me this?"

"I was afraid Alice." Strangely, I was looking at the floor when I told
her this. "You know exactly how to make them beg you for humiliation, I
thought I could never do it. Alice, I want to now. It excites me
tremendously and I really want to do what you do to the men. Can you
give me any help at the beginning?"

"Diane," she spoke to me as a dear friend would, "not only will I help you
but I will send you your first clients and make sure that you force them into
every humiliation they deserve and crave. My dear, there is absolutely
nothing they won't do for you when you have them sexually controlled."

"I noticed how well you do it Alice, is it hard to become good at it?"

"Not at all, they get hard just thinking about it on the ride over! Get
yourself the best stockings, not for work, you buy them and keep them at home
for exciting your submissives. Continue drawing those black lines up the
back of your legs for work, but the stockings you save for the thrill!
After a while you won't believe the money you'll be making, and it sure as hell
gives you pleasure. Just do it now and spare me the morals thing.
It's fun Diane, and you like it!"

Through Alice I set up my very first appointmant. You couldn't
advertise back then, you had to build your clientele slowly. My first time
as a Doninatrix was on a Monday night after work. I was both tired and
excited. A half hour before he was to show, I began to dress myself for
the role. Through Alice I had attained many things I really wanted to wear
that would get the submissive men hornier than they were when they first came
through my door. Fist, I painted my long nails demon red, then I slid my
stockings up my long sexy legs and attached them to my garters. Then came
the heavy dark eye shadow and bright red lipstick. I put on a black
leather corset that went from my panties up to my protruding and hardening
nipples. This corset pushed my tits out in front of me, firm, large and
extremely erotic. I was making myself horny and wet while I was dressing
for my appointment! Last, I put on my skyscraper High Heels that men would
never see in public. Only on me now. I then wrapped a raincoat
around me to wait for my stiff cock. There was a knock on the door.
"Come in," I said, as I sat straight in a chair and smoked a cigarette. I
offered a Lucky Strike to James. He had introduced himself the moment he'd
come through the door. I stretched out one high heeled leg to point out
where I wanted him to sit. He sat there immediately! I could tell he
was taken by me, I could see by the bulge in his pants as well. I told him
to sit there and not say a word as I slid off my raincoat and sat back down
opposite him.

The garters, stockings, high Heels and leather had him trembling. He
was mine then, I owned him. My nipples were straight out and hard as
darts. My red lips continued to take drags on my cigarette.

"Crawl over here on your hands and knees, lick my High Heels for me!" He did
so without a moment's hesitation, he obeyed perfectly. His cock was now
very hard and swollen. He was moaning as he licked the long shiny shaft of
each Heel. I made him take off his underwear and pants first. I just
sat there smoking, feigning indifference. I was becoming so excited myself that
I knew I would torture and pleasure him to such an extreme, that when he did cum
he would cum losing himself to the world around him. I also knew that he
would cum forever! I could feel it inside him building as his cock just kept
growing bigger and swelling beyond belief. I wanted to see just how big I
could make him without having him cum. "Do you like my spiked heels?" I
asked him. "Yes Mistress, Yes, I love your High Heels, do anything you want to
me with them. I ran one of the long heels up and down the shaft of his
swollem member until he almost lost it, but he didn't. "If you treat my
High Heels right I might let you suck on my hard, hard nipples." With that
he was licking them and completely cleaning them with his tongue. James was my
slave forever. I unhooked my stockings from the garters and made him put them
back on me again. James was being a good boy, so I put my red lips to his
face, and then asked him if he wanted to kiss and fuck me and suck on my
tits. I handcuffed him then and put my mouth near his cock, and then I
teased the top of it with my tongue. It began leaking. I pulled his head to my
tits and let him suck me out of control. The sucking noises he made were
amazing, I had never seen a man so hornry and controlled, so I went in for the
kill. "Now you masturbate for ME all over my horny High Heels, I want to watch
you cum all over them!" "Yes, Yes Mistress," and he kneeled on the floor
in front of me jerking his cock like he was ripping it off, and it was shiny and
beautiful and HARD. James then threw his head back and let out a long and
excruciating moan, then all of his cum began splattering over my high heels and
it didn't stop. Every part of my Heels had cum all over them when the last
drop he had fell down on one of the toes. I held out my stockinged leg
with the heel dripping cum and said nothing. James licked all of his own cum off
of both High Heels and then thanked me for allowing him to do it. He put his
underwear and pants back on when I gave him permission. I was still so
horny after watching him lick the cum off my shoes that I demanded he satisfy me
with his mouth. I spread my sexy legs wide as he crawled in between them,
his long tongue felt like a cock in me and I shuddered and came with my stocking
legs wrapped tightly around his head. Then I squeezed him as hard as I
could. Now we were both satisfied. I went on to have about twenty men
seeing me all the time. James made another appointment with me for the next
night. We experimented with all levels of Dominance and submission
then. The war years were good to me as they were for many people.
Some Americans were making money then like they never had before. I had
Alice to thank for my success, and I thanked her in a way she was NOT
expecting. But I had become an expert by then and she loved every minute
of it.
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